About 2 months ago my old website, and quite a lot of content with it got wiped due to the fact that the tiny company where it was hosted went bankrupt, and I never received the memo. I also had the most recent backups in their hands.
Oh well, when it comes to my life, getting hit by nasty surprises, and then getting back up again, it’s already a major part of my story.
Sometimes I even can’t believe myself that I’m still going, still trying, still believing and fighting even though I don’t know where does the energy come from.
I’ll be sharing more as I go, but just to reiterate again, last 2 and a half years have been nothing short of a living hell, and a nightmare happening in broad daylight. I lost everything I worked for, everything I loved, and cared about. I lost a place I called home, a person I once loved with all my heart – realising they were only my worst enemy, family, fatherhood, dignity, mental and physical health were almost gone,…
All that because the woman, the love of my life turned out to be a fearful, avoidant, violent, selfish immature little girl trapped in a woman’s body for the rest of her life. Lies, cheating, psychological and physical abuse, manipulation, gaslighting… When I found out that there are roughly 10 different types of toxic women, I also realised I’m one of those “luckiest” men who found all 10 of them in one person.
Imagine Johnny Depp level of insanity, and abuse, even worse. That’s what I endured, but unlike Depp, I didn’t manage to collect enough evidence, and even what I did, I don’t have a lawyer. No fallback, no family left, no friends who could help me more than just survive, all alone.
The woman and the women in the system, along with her even more borderline evil mother, I stood no chance against their lies and manipulation. Eventually, heart broken, physically and emotionally burnt out, exhausted from insomnia, and afraid of her lashing out in front of kids all the time, using them to protect herself, I just had to leave.
Silly me, I thought that having over two decades of a high level career in the past, good network, and tons of skills will help me get on my feet fast. And over 2 years later, still no home, depending on good will of other people to eat and sleep, fighting day after day with job application rejections reviewed by AI. Having barely survived the violent addicts, lunatic criminals, and even cops themselves on the streets, I still keep also working anything I can get my hands on: painting boats, getting dirty with beach jobs, or anything else.
Finally I was able to rest a bit, find some energy and focus to get back to what I’ve started, which is this website, along with whatever content I can create with my old, cracked iPhone 11 and the battery capacity at 70% – which means it will die any time soon.
Honestly, I’m not sure what to do. With almost 2000 people in my LinkedIn network, not being able to find work in over a couple of years with my CV, it’s just insane.
I need help! Help to keep living, help to keep creating – and monetise my social media efforts, create other designs and merch to sell.
And the website you see, the server it’s hosted on, all the rest of the work you see on my channels, and here, is done all by me alone. I don’t pay anyone or use AI to make or write stuff for me (except for generating images).
I’m my own end-to-end technical, business, and life skills power house.
yeah, I’m happy to help someone out for an appropriate reward for my skills and time.
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